Manifestor Not-Self Theme of anger

You find out your a manifestor, and they tell you your strategy is to inform before taking action. What the fuck does that even mean though?

Faking social norms and wearing masks, I was never safe to be myself. I was constantly being corrected, controlled, and moved by others in directions I didn't want to go.

Hearing sentences like "why can't you be a bit more like that person?" "you need to calm down," "you are too much," "omg, Jessica, stop caring so damn much," "you are soooo emmooooo."

A quick look at the mechanics. The manifestor aura is dense and repelling, meaning it is protecting us from the outer world, from the people who are not here to be impacted by us, who are not correct for us.

On the flip side, I find those who are attracted to my aura, who don't feel the need to control me, are like puppy dogs. And that can be a bit confusing as well…

Pressure from the root to find something worth living for, fighting for, beyond bare survival. Can be seen as fiercely independent and willing to take on a fight. Comes with mutative deafness to outside influence, giving you the edge to take what is standing in your way of finding the value of life beyond survival. Fighting to find purpose in life. Some might see it as stubbornness.

This gate is a great help to see who can contribute to the community and help them get to that point. So as much as you are looking for that one person who can lift YOU up, you are better off starting by lifting others up while honing your ambition. Your success comes from helping others succeed first.

Let's get this out of the way: if you only have gate 53 and not the whole channel, you are more likely not to be a person who finishes things. Remember that there is nothing right or wrong, good or bad. It just is.

In gate 52, we find the ability to concentrate and sit still over extended periods - if this energy is used on the right things. A collective and logical energy that might be enjoyed with step-by-step processes.

Reaching to the principles of Gate 49 to fulfill these needs. You need access to primary resources like food and shelter, and these two things are what you look for in another partner to help you secure.

Gate 39 - Obstruction - The Gate of Provocation.

The value of obstruction in provoking analysis, assessment, and re-evaluation

This gate is in the individual knowing circuit and is about empowerment.

This is a gate coming out of the root moving towards gate 30 in the Solar Plexus, the center for emotions. Where we find the desire for all human experience and pressure to feel. It's a collective energy, wanting to share that experience with others

The Root Center - Human Design

My journey to finding Human Design